Did I ever cross your mind

Did I ever cross your mind

Do you ever wake up reaching out for me?

Do I ever cross your mind

I miss you.
Mmm thinking of the words of that song.  Sigh. Yeah I still miss the ex. Sucks for me though.

Just trying to get back into the groove of blogging.

Mmm Satallite.

That song reminds of when my father was sick and I had to drive 25miles to the hospital after him to make sure he was ok. My mother was sick. I had just woken up from a codine induced stupor and well since I was the only child of driving age I took the car and while driving at speeds of excess of 80 odd miles an hour I got there and  spent the next 10 hours dealing with doctors, soothing my father and trying to snatch some sleep.

It was a hard time in my life. Seeing both of my parents sick, being the eldest and having to be stronger than I thought I could be. Knowing the whole time that good deeds don’t go unpunished.

I am here smiling ruefully. I loved them the best I could. Mother, father, husbands, sisters… but rarely is it good enough. Doesn’t matter I guess. I think about my life so far. Though I haven’t done a lot of the things that I am trying to get done I know that I have done a lot.



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